its the end of another year again. well.. i hate endings and dont really like to celebrate it.. however, i do enjoy a new beginning.. how contradicting i can be isnt it.

ok let me get down to penning down all my thoughts for 2011.

hmmm.. it has been a year of changes for me. some really really really good and some really really really bad.

i shall start with the all the swirling happy stuff!

BEST OF 2011!

1) BRACES
oh yea! my greatest achievement in 2011! omg.. i would have never thought i would have so so much courage within me to even visit the dentist. i use to have such great tremendous fear about him (no thanks to primary school's dental experience) I mustered up all the courage in the world and simply stepped into a random dental clinic, booked an appointment and never looked back. Allowed him to jab me for god knows how many times, plucked 4 tooth and did my teeth fillings. well.. it costed my mum quite a bit to get everything in order.. i am so thankful for a great mummy who paid for it!

2) 21st
yes! its the special year of my 21st! it was simply amazing. i can never thank God enough for these little angels he placed in my life. the blessings i received from my family and friends, were so so much that i manage to clear my poly study loan within a year!

3) taiwan trip with the family <3
its our first family trip in like, i think, 6 years? i mean dont talk abt gg to malaysia during CNY. my family is kinda huge with different schedules and interest, its really hard to get everyone to agree on dates easily. thank God for a brother that sponsored the air ticket for us all and of course, the sister who paid for hotel. nonetheless, it was such a great trip, where everyone simply relaxed and enjoy each other's company. we shopped, ate, sightsee, laughed, joked, played and do new stuff together (like we went dolphin watching!)

4) finally shed some fats
its related to point 1 actually and also my determination to look slim on my 21st. hahas. i can finally see the difference in size comparing photos from last year and this year. yayness!

5) University
officially a undergrad. its been a year since i last studied, it was hard to adapt to it at first but i am still surviving! Thank God for his strength as i have to work and study at the same time. prelims gonna start in March 2012. i better buck up.

6) Fei Fei :)
well.. i was suppose to do a proper entry on that.. but i shall keep it for another day as the year is gonna to end soon.. those closer friends of mine will know anyway heehee

7) Yacht Trip
22/12/2011 - went on a half day yacht ride with the family & friends. first time on one & it was so exciting! photos soon!

8) Hosted
the usher saturday cluster outing! omg its such a scary thing to do and was really nervous. I know i seem like i can talk non stop but deep down.. omg.. i was panicking.. but somehow, i enjoyed it as i look back now. hahas. it was a great experience for me nonetheless.

EMO Stuff of 2011 :(

1) A Friend
i treasure every single one of my friends and placed them really close to my heart. However, i've lost one of my most treasured friendship in 2011. it was really saddening to me but well.. i guess life goes on anyway :) i just hope you are happy at wherever you are and with whatever you are doing.

2) Time Management
Neglected alot of my closer friends and often gave in to my laziness instead of meeting people. i ought to be shot. I am still learning the art of juggling school, work, church, family and friends :( i thank God for those who still stood by me even though i aint as free/available as before. a great big apology to all of you! i will do better next year!

3) Weight
i did not hit my ideal target! :(

4) Kel went overseas for half a year (without me)
half a year not seeing this girl! i miss you darling! cant wait for this girl to be back!

5) Goals, dreams & wishes
many left undone and i feel so guilty about it. sometimes, i really wonder what is stopping me from stepping forward and moving out from my comfort zone. need to do something about it in 2012!

overall, its been a great year for me! (the happy stuff clearly won the emo) Tons of changes took place but ya know the common say "change is the only constant in life" but of course! change only for the good.

i believe 2012 its just gonna get better & greater!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EARTHLINGS! LOVE YOU!